I thought it would be a nice time to update everyone on my uneventful life.  I know it's been awhile since I've gone on here but I feel like I really have nothing that important to say.  I've just been working and stressing out on the very financially depressing post-collegiate years of my life.  I just think it's crazy how much crap we have to pay for nowadays and talk about the gas prices.  Half of my day is devoted to driving from one client to another.  I live in Long Beach and commute to Southern OC everyday.  So in terms of gas, I have to gas up my piece of shit car every 2 freakin days!?!?!  This means I pay at least $100 somethin for gas each week.  WTF?!?!?  I seriously need to hit the lotto or some miracle to happen where money will just somehow end up in my bank account. 
Anyways, I'm excited with what is to come.  A lot of people are graduating from college/grad school and I'm sooo proud of all of you (beesda, trish, may, rese, and anyone else that i'm forgetting).  This means grad parties/dinners and going up north to celebrate with my girls who are finally going to be done with college and experience how life can suck even more. hahahah!!!  I'm also going to be going to my cousin's bridal shower in June, bachelorette party in July, and her wedding in August in Hawaii.  woohoooo!!  I finally get to have a vacation.  I'm sooo excited and Nol is going w/ me.  Our first vacation together.    I love Hawaii. 

Wow…I feel like it’s been years since I’ve written in this thing.  How about I enlighten everyone with an update on my not so inspiring life…. I’ve just been workin and chillin.  We had a kick ass housewarming party with lots of great food.  For those of you that came, thanks and I’m sorry that I was sooooo faded towards the end.  For those of you that didn’t come, so sad too bad. 

During the past two months, I’ve been dealing with the most annoying problem which concerns the incompetence of a certain Isuzu dealership whose location will remain anonymous.   My 2002 Isuzu Rodeo has been in the shop these past two months because the dumb asses over there don’t know how to fix shit.  I have seriously had to take my car back there 6 times for the same problem.  They always say they fix it, yet I always get it back broken.  You all must be wondering…why take it to the same place?  The answer is very simple:  they are the only dealership that was still giving out loaner cars.  Unfortunately, the last time I took it there, they decided to stop giving out loaner cars because 2 previous customers got into car accidents in their loaner cars.  This meant I had to get a rental car, which was an Expedition because it was the only car they had left.  I really didn’t mind driving around the Expedition because I felt like I owned the road but it was really expensive even though they gave it to me at an extremely generous discounted price.  However, I only had the car for two days because I got into a car accident.  Some idiot rear ends me.  Luckily I was in a big car so it took most of the impact.  Nonetheless, I still suffered some serious injuries.  Extreme muscle sprain of the muscles in my neck and back…basically, I was immobile for awhile again.  I couldn’t even move my arms or chew certain foods which meant soup for a really long time.  Not only was I hurting from the accident but I was also extremely sick.  This eventually leads to no work for 2 weeks which leads to my present state of destitution.  However, I am feeling a lot better and I am able to move around and do things by myself again.  I was seriously in sooo much pain that I wouldn’t even wish what I went through on my worst enemy. 

When I was hurt, I had a lot of time to think about my life and about the people around me.  I do not even know how I would’ve gotten through this ordeal without my boyfriend, friends, and family.  I really want to thank the certain people that came out of their way to visit me or give me medicine or bring me food.  My family even came all the way down from up north just to make sure I was doing okay.  Oh yah, they even got me an early Christmas/B-day gift….a Roland KF-90, which is a full sized keyboard digital workstation with weighted keys.  This thing is seriously my dream come true.  Last but not least, my extremely wonderful boyfriend who took care of me the entire 2 weeks, 24/7.  He was my very own angel.  I don’t know what I would’ve done without him.  He took care of me no questions asked while studying hard core for his GRE’s and taking care of him as well since he got sick too.  I love him sooooooo much.  He is the perfect harmony to the melody that is my soul.

Well...that pretty much sums everything up….any questions?

Don't make someone a priority that treats you like an option.

These are words to live by and something I should tell my mom.

Where do I begin?!  So much  has happened since my last entry, I really need to keep up w/ this shit so it doesn't pile up like this all the time.  Anyways...July 4th weekend was spent in SD, a first for me.  I'm usually up in the Bay.  It was really fun and chill.  We went to the Del Mar Fair, which was also a first for me, some good food...too bad I couldn't get a Turkey leg .  I would've gone bungee jumping again if I had money just to see Darrell jump...which I know he wouldn't have.  Oh yah..also cut my hair that weekend...it's pretty freakin short and I think it makes me look fatter but whatever, at least my hair is totally straight again. 

After that weekend, I basically worked my last two weeks in LA.  It was kind of sad because I wasn't going to see my kids anymore.  What was even worse was that I was trying to explain to one of them that it was my last day and I don't think he fully understood what I was saying.  I just hope that he adjusts to his new therapists well.  I really wish I could still see him but driving all the way to LA and back is a lot for just 2 and a half hours during the day.  Since then, I went back home for a week with Nol.  It was a week full of mixed emotions which is an even longer story that I do not want to get into.  For those of you who know what's going on exactly in my life, then you know what I'm talking about.  It was good to show Nol around the city and tell him things that he didn't know and show him things that he never saw yet.  I didn't get to do everything that I wanted to do w/ him b/c he got sick....  Basically I was his nurse for most of the time we were up there.  The one downer of the trip was when Nolan found out that his grandpa passed away on his dad's side.  I spent the day trying to cheer him up and I finally succeeded when we went to the Giants and Padres game @ SBC.  We had really good seats...right behind the Padres dugout so Nol was all star struck and didn't want to try to talk or take pictures with any of them when I was totally pushing him.  It was just nice to see him smile.  I think it was one of the happiest moments in my life to see him soooo happy and excited.  He looked like a little boy in a candy store that would let you eat anything in the store.  I got to see a lot of family and friends that I've missed sooo much and Nol got to meet the ones he hasn't met yet.  After the week was over, we came back down w/ my family because they were gonna help me move into Long Beach which is where i'm at right now.  It was sooooo hard moving all of my shit here.  I have seriously accumulated so much crap over the years and I thought I got rid of most of it when I moved to LA last year.  I guess I was wrong or I just accumulated a lot of shit in one year.  The stairs are a killer over here too.  A lot of my stuff got scratched but I'm not going to complain b/c it was really hard moving my shit in and I have 3 wonderful people to thank...Nolan, my brother Mel, and Dan.  You guys are the greatest.  I think this is long enough...the next one I post will probably be full of pics or something.